jackie.

Xmas!

2011-12-22T16:49:00.002+08:00

Don't you think Mini suits the xmas hat very well? I shall buy one for him from taipei

Can't wait for Xmas! Time flies REALLY FASTTTT

I have been living with the meaningless-life-mode-on since I back fr Bali & it is AWESOME

Life....is so good.

2011-12-07T09:37:00.006+08:00

回想起来 2011年的最后两个月我经历了‘生离死别’

先讲讲开心的事情好了

'生'-

之前我做internship认识的一个姐姐在12月头生了个小男孩baby

我在bali的时候看facebook得知的欢迎一个小生命来到这个世界

我相信他一定会是一个很幸福的baby 因为姐姐和他老公都很好人

'离' '死'-

参加表叔的出殡仪式让我忆起爷爷爷爷已经离开我们好多年了

可是他却时常出现在我们的谈话中和思念里

表叔的离开也让我醒悟到生命很可贵健康更是重要他的离开让每个人都觉得可惜

希望他和爷爷在另一个世界过得很好

在来是'别'-

想不到3年的diploma course就这样完了我都忘了当初是怎么般的毅力让我熬过来了

我曾一度想要放弃我曾一度在cookie monster和classmates前大哭

我永远不会忘记当我哭得停不下来时是谁在我身边撑住我是谁给我大大的拥抱是谁耐心的听我诉苦

认识了三年的同学经过bali class trip后,

感情好像更深厚了一些其实能成为同班同学证明大家彼此都系着一种缘分

有些同学更因为不舍得离别而感性的落泪

平时很感性的我竟然没有想哭可能是因为我仍然相信大家会再见面

而且大家彼此都会在facebook keep in touch丫不是吗? :)

ID也好, AT也好, 谢谢大家陪我度过这3年那么难熬的日子

谢谢你们希望你们未来的路可以走得很好很棒我也相信你们一定会很成功

最后当然还是要来一下:

生平良朋不能相忘，别后常怀念。生平良朋不能相忘，友谊地久天长，友谊万岁，良朋友谊晚岁，举杯欢饮，同心歌颂友谊万岁

ngek ngek ngek

2011-11-22T19:02:00.009+08:00

assembled my chair after sanding the wood and coated it with 3 layers of shellac.

有米有看起来很有型 kkkk :P

2011-11-20T11:01:00.010+08:00

昨天爸爸妈妈到医院去看表叔

表叔的情况很不稳定时好时坏

昨天医生说如果他过不了昨天一晚可能就救不回了

结果今天凌晨爸爸又跑去了医院坏消息是表叔的肾脏能力都已经丧失

其实已经不能活了可是舅妈不忍心希望有奇迹出现所以继续让表叔用药插管来维持他的生命

表叔会那么突然得了肺癌是因为长年以来熬夜读书玩online games 没有在排毒的时间入寝

每天三更半夜不睡觉长年累积其实身体已经很糟糕只是自己没有察觉

我们身体里的癌细胞会在人最弱的时候开始攻击表叔的case通常都发生在年轻人身上

表叔就是因为这样才在肺和心脏中间长了个瘤他从年头开始就常常觉得腰酸背痛

其实情况持续了快一年直到下半年开始迅速恶化呼吸困难所以进院才发现得了肺癌

舅公一家人因为不想再承受多余的压力和难受所以一直都没跟其他人说

现在这样的情况有谁会比病人的家人还难过表叔才27岁刚拿到MBA

有一个交了七年的女朋友明年打算结婚的这样一个大好青年生命却危在旦夕

我真心的希望会有奇迹出现表叔的病情可以好转明年一起和大家过新年

我也真心的奉劝大家没有什么比自己的健康来得重要

大家不要再熬夜了早睡早起真的很重要

身体健康才能好好的生活万一发生什么不幸的事后悔也来不及了

所有我关心的朋友和同学们,答应每天我早点睡,好吗?

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12.06pm

15分钟前收到了表叔家人的msg, 表叔已经离开了

现在我只希望舅公一家人能够节哀顺变坚强一些

表叔,你一路好走希望你走的时候很安详没有牵挂

2011-11-19T17:42:00.003+08:00

今天同时收到了好消息和坏消息

好消息就是我最好的朋友们都正在交往中看见他们那么的幸福快乐我很祝福他们

虽然不久前才得知我哥已分手的消息让我觉得爱情很难理解

可是就是因为最近身边的朋友都在恋爱都是甜滋滋的害我也被感染了

让我觉得恋爱真的可以很美好很幸福爱虽然有酸苦可是仍然很美很甜

只是我当初不懂得爱未来如果碰到了爱我一定不会再逃避会勇敢去爱

坏消息是得知亲戚得了肺癌而且情况很严重正在昏迷当中

知道这个消息我很讶异

因为表叔他今年才27岁舅公一家人都是好人

为什么会那么突然就生病了而且那么年轻

我祈求老天爷让他康复让他好转

好人不应该那么快就要离开这个世界的

生命真的很可贵大家要活在当下珍惜眼前所有一切

身体健康很重要

表叔,你吉人天相一定会好转起来的

2011-11-08T16:30:00.004+08:00

很兴奋啊很期待啊又很囧因为短短3个星期后我会爽翻天

可是现在我忙到翻天所以3个星期变得有点漫长

每分每秒就是对着两台laptop 有电影又不能出去看有钱又不能花有约也不能赴

然后3dsmax rendering又很耗时间和精神搞到我每天头痛都得不到我要的effect :(

话虽如此可是我每天都过得好兴奋哦一想到忙完后的那种悠闲哈哈哈真是很爽

而且可以plan到处去玩每天yamcha出街haha 然后忙申请uni的事情还要养生去ID firm做part time..

是不是很精彩我自己想到都在狂笑了

想不到3年的diploma course就要在3个星期后结束了

我竟然熬过了这3年里 lifeless的日子我要重生了yeah!!!

到世界的另一个角落expand and explore!!和学习一个人的生活!!

2011-10-28T10:28:00.002+08:00

假期很美好

美好得让我只懂得如何玩乐

美好得让我失去动力

美好得让我懒惰

美好得让我想每天都是假期有多好

美好得让我在接下来不是假期的日子里suffer.

为什么假期对我那么残忍

woohoo

2011-10-10T16:56:00.002+08:00

Can't wait for Bali class trip!

why oh wy

2011-10-04T14:54:00.001+08:00

why my inspiration and motivation always comes at the last minute?

for example, RIGHT NOW, I really feel like doing my assignments, but my brain just stuck. I can't think of any WOW ideas, don't know how to design and turns out I'm blogging here.

I'm really mad at myself. Always panic at the last minute, then keep complaining about life, assignments&bla bla blah.

If I could just start my work earlier, I wouldn't be so annoyed. But my inspiration always comes when I'm panic!

what can I do? MOTIVATION WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!!

Yesterday was my submission deadline for a furniture design competition, MIFF Ideation Award 2012. The design will also be submitted as one of my final semester project. And I will need to manufacture it by myself, by my own tiny fattie sausages fingers. so yeah I actually considered it as a BIG ISSUE so my design is relatively simple.

I came out with the design day before I met my lecturer for last Saturday tutorial. And I completed everything (working drawings, concept board, essay,etc) on Saturday itself. That's what motivation is about! It push you to the max, and rock it well.

Anyway, I'm proud of myself by having everything done day before submission date, which I have not been doing it for the past 2 years.

So here's my design for MIFF Ideation Award 2012, theme- My favourite chair

I'm happy with my design, but I have no confidence to win.

so just *finger cross* hope the judges can see the inner beauty of my design HAHA

lalala

2011-10-04T12:05:00.001+08:00

*最近厚不知道搞什么鬼突然有很多东西想写哈哈

结果blog一下就多了几篇post*

其实我对摄影没有到热爱的程度可是每次都会想拍出一些质感很棒的照片自己爽

我个人呢是对dslr是又爱又恨

因为我不会操作可是如果学会我知道有机会可以拍出让人赞叹的照片好像那些pro酱

另一个原因是很重平常我背包包都已经感觉到自己快得五十肩了

每次还把随身物品掉到一地都是所以还是免了吧

虽然我人高马大的可是我手很小抓不稳太大的东西

所以个人是比较喜爱compact slr 特爱lumix GF2

小而美轻而dslr-like

一,是因为lumix是用leica lens

二,是因为GF2他长得帅

至于为什么我不选择GF3 原因很个人因为我不喜欢GF3的curvy外观

不过GF2暂时也不会买吧因为买了我也是会摆在一边等这个sem完了才玩出国前才会买吧

突然还想到另一个很personal的观点

爸爸一直以来很担心我会嫁给老外 haha 是,虽然老外怎么看都是帅

可是以一个思想很传统的女人我来说我自己应该也接受不到

就是一个很personal的想法啦

cultural不同 language不同思想不同感觉就很遥远

可是矛盾的point是他们的身高至少都有180cm 整个就很吸引我这个asian界的大只姐耶

我从standard 1开始拍班级照永远都只能站中间整个很抢镜

如果我到他们的世界我就变矮小了那有多棒啊!

超期待明年我就可以穿上高跟鞋在国外的街上乱走

然后跟高个儿的走在一起完全不必理会自己站在那些矮个儿身边会多大一只

万岁!

可是再怎样都还是觉得华人男生比较好家庭观念会比较重而且我喜欢单眼皮的

不过如果有个老外很害羞很腼腆又很魅力无法挡我应该还是会被电到

Sekinchan | Hometown

2011-10-03T19:17:00.012+08:00

適耕莊是有我童年記憶的地方是爺爺奶奶的家是爸爸的家是我的家鄉

是以前每年過節過日都會去的地方

到爺爺奶奶家之前都一定會經過一片片綠油油的稻田

爺爺奶奶的家

有我最愛的搖椅有奶奶的拿手好菜還有爺爺頭油的味道

有叔叔姑姑堂表弟妹的笑聲有農曆新年的鞭炮聲有我們最愛的pop pop

雖然家鄉的房子已經早以轉賣可是我还記得那里的每一道牆和每一吋地

雖然爺爺已經不在可是他常常會在我心裡出現因為他永遠會在我的回憶里

雖然不再像小時候一樣的會向奶奶撒嬌雖然奶奶現在和叔叔一家在國外生活

可是每當回憶來敲門他們的笑容就會浮現在我眼裡感覺還是那麼親切那麼深刻

September

2011-09-27T11:38:00.019+08:00

yeay I'm officially a 20 young lady :) Well the fact is I'm getting older, but I'm so going to start expanding and exploring my life from now on, learning how to be more and more feminine before I turn into a women. My birthday month has been very happening, with lots of events and hang outs. Glad that this year i finally have the time celebrating my burrfffdayyyy. Enjoyed and had a lot fun on the stress-less birthday week cause not much assignments are troubling me.

p.s ohwell im struggling now.

In the early September I went Morib with the class for interim crit session. I always wanted to go to the beach so much, walking barefoot, feel the wave of the wind and the sea, and enjoy the romantic sunset. Nahh but Morib is so DISAPPOINTING. No beach, no sea, no wind, no sunset, ONLY MUD. totally a mood spoiler. Had my very first so-called professional presentation in a conference room. The presentation session started from 9pm and ended at 4AM IN THE MORNING. hell yeah I will never forget how SLEEPY and EXHAUSTED I was.

Lovely classmates gave me a surprise birthday celebration in advance at my place.

They even brought me the lantern!

very common wishes haha:)

Then, the birthday dinner with friends and also 'farewell' with ah su @ Smokehouse, Bangsar

Flamming Lambo for the birthday boy @ Tclub Bangsar.

First time attended Arthur's Day. The guinness beer that served in VIP lounge are all without ice. So I drank a few glasses of orange juice instead of beer. haha.

Carmen's friend birthday party @ Bedroom, Pavilion.Feeling quite awkward around cause we are not clubbing kaki. And we do not know carmen's friends. First time been to a club, and I think I just don't suit it well. I prefer my own bedroom and my bed haha.

Mabuk JJ @ Overtime. Oh my lordddd. She vomited twice in front of me. A very bad experience hahaha. I think I am very rational person, I will never let myself get wasted anywhere,anytime or in front of anyone. I dare not to. haha I find it quite embarrassing.

dearest sista

Quite a happening month isn't it? I would said is the most happening month in my life, EVER.

2011-09-16T00:46:00.009+08:00

其实庆祝生日对我来说是很陌生的东西

haha因为

每一年的生日都刚巧会有事情发生

在初中高中的时候最常碰到的就是考试

在college的时候就是会有assignments干扰

还有一次是意外我踩到电插座伤深到整个脚底板有个三脚座的印久久不消

好啦没那么惨啦最上一次是前年在朋友家庆祝

可是因为每年的生日妈妈都会煮大餐给我吃有家人的爱

所以我的生日简单平凡得来却又很幸福

今年呢可爱又好贴心又好善良,同窗苦读接近三年的同学们

提前给了我生日惊喜吓得我其实不懂该怎么反应

太太太久没有一堆人围着我唱生日歌了有点呆目 haha真paiseh

很感动 真的很谢谢你们 还带了孔明灯来让我许愿

希望孔明会帮我实现我的愿望hehe

2o岁的生日总算有点比过往的有些不同果然人生步入2字头会有些不一样haha

明年出国读书都不懂有没有机会可以大肆庆祝我的21岁!

2011-09-12T09:51:00.003+08:00

雖然說我都还沒畢業还沒完成final project

我的心已經在期待明年出國自己生活讀書了

興奮得來也很擔心很害怕很迷茫

雖然我是可以很獨立但是一直以來我都被照顧得好好的

有點擔心自己一個人的生活會不會變得一團糟

置於要去哪裡呢我都还沒決定好

在等著各大學校的offer letter

如果UK的申請順利我應該就會去吧好喜歡歐洲的建築和設計

可是因為是 Sept intake,感覺有點浪費時間

如果去Aus, February Intake又有點趕可是大部分的同學都決定去aus 有個照應會比較好吧

有點煩呢怎麼辦好多東西煩

2011-08-30T17:00:00.002+08:00

我觉得我是一个很奇怪的怪胎.

也是一个很善变的女人.

2011-08-23T16:48:00.002+08:00

我一直以来都很幸运应该说打从一出生就很幸运了

因为我在一个很温暖的家一个很好的环境下成长

我人生中遇到的都是很好的人也有很多贵人很多愿意和我分享的人

能够被赐予这么一份幸福和幸运我真的很感恩

我会一直好好的对待每一个人因为好人有好报 :P

家

2011-08-06T10:24:00.005+08:00

明天奶奶摆大寿所以最近一直在整理以前的照片

然后抓几张出来放在我作的影片上

再亲自联络亲戚让他们也找出些照片给我

那种感觉好棒好像自己在为蔡家整理回忆唤起记忆

看到照片想念爷爷了虽然他一直都住在我的心里

我爷爷是不是很帅? 奶奶是不是很漂亮?

因为他和奶奶才会有现在的蔡家

很奇妙不是吗这就是缘分

虽然这个大家庭没有很融洽虽然还是有很多drama和纠纷

可是大家彼此至少还有联系啊真希望那些大人们可以懂事一点 kkkk

被同辈的堂弟堂妹表弟表妹从小就开始被称呼'大姐姐' 被他们崇拜着hahaha

所以就会有一种要把大家系在一起,莫名的使命感

明天又是一个把大家聚在一起的大日子

我好期待 :)

2011-07-09T18:21:00.003+08:00

真希望那些完全不是在为国家付出,

而是在捞钱伤民的臭政府,

下台!滚! 不要再厚脸皮的赖死不走,理所当然的仗势欺人!

他们不滚, 我滚!我以后移民就不回来了!

听到'那些王八蛋们'的所作所为后,真的是把我给气死了!

太太太腐败了!

为这次肯站起来示威的正义人们, salute!

2011-06-28T21:55:00.006+08:00

为大家介绍一个超棒的地方

这已列入我梦寐以求travel destination之一

Bora bora~ 请自行google

four seasons bora bora

是不是超美的啦我的蓝天白云和沙滩

去了那里简直就不想回到污染的城市了是不是?!
哈哈以后度蜜月可以考虑这里

2011-06-25T14:47:00.003+08:00

时间过得真的很快

internship还剩4weeks而已

和同事们都建立起感情了我真的有觉得他们很喜欢我哦

感觉大家的性格也都开始被我影响大家都变得跟我一样夸张我还被封为'drama queen'

哈哈可能是我没头没脑每次讲话不经大脑惹出一堆笑话来每天都嘻嘻哈哈

大家都很疼我我也有帮忙他们很多

我真是个惹人爱的孩子 :)

很期待final sem 很期待可以完成final project 很期待自己完成final project的那一个moment

三年了被interior design占有了三年我应该会为自己的成绩感到自豪吧

我想之后我应该可以潇洒的去背包旅行几个月

才去aus继续我的1-1.5 years的bachelor degree

日子过得真快不是吗? 半年就这样过去了

然后生日接着就来我就得步入2字人生了

好紧张～

2011-06-11T11:11:00.006+08:00

最近一直重複在聽的兩首歌

<好的事情>是fafa昨天fb share 我才知道是嚴爵的一首新歌真的好聽到我的淚都已經在眼眶打轉了呢

MV拍得很感動歌詞很棒旋律很簡單動人我喜歡嚴爵

而<認錯>呢是在firm里每天同事會播的歌其實我本來也沒留意過耶聽了就很想唱

兩首都好好聽♥ 我也好想去cheong k :'(

2011-06-10T08:32:00.003+08:00

不知不覺已經要過internship的2nd week了 (最近好像很喜歡用小學生作文手法來開頭)
甚麼?!才week 2而已我還有6weeks to go 天啊

說說我的生活有多正常

早上7am起床刷牙洗澡 9am上班 6pm放工可是幾乎每天會OT 回家吃飯洗澡看astro on demand,上facebook, 9.30-10.30pm睡覺

我知道很無聊
完全沒有outings,最令人贊嘆的是我到現在除了kungfupanda2,其他好電影全还沒看
weekend我又懶得出
不錯吧我這個宅女上班族多正常的生活呀 haha

其實我是很enjoy這種每天睡得好睡得飽的健康生活
是有一點點無聊
不過friday可以找我yamcha/movie/mabuk ;) wink

2011-06-03T23:16:00.003+08:00

我不是不喜歡出街只是要看心情
我不是喜歡每次很random/last minute約人出街只是我真的很看心情
我不是喜歡放人家飛機只是有時候很懶
我不是每次有outings都不去只是我比較喜歡有時間就呆在家
我不是喜歡當宅女只是既然有時間可以休息我就不想外出到處都被人被車擠
我不是每次都不赴約只是看對象
我不是每天都只想回家只是我的家很舒服我可以很自在

有些時候我也是會爽爽想要找朋友聚一聚
只是可能次數不多
可是只要一聚我發現我話會很多像個三八婆一樣講不停

haha我就是這樣D一個人

2011-05-31T21:53:00.003+08:00

好像第二天就習慣了internship (第一天有很累一直打瞌睡)
同事們都好好而且好好笑
第一天老闆請吃飯超豐富的一餐
同事們也對我好好早上我一到firm就叫我去沖coffee,milo喝吃餅乾
然後firm的小廚房甚麼都有連我的最愛~綠茶都有!
今天還有同事阿姨煲一大壺羅漢果涼茶然後studio裡面竟然會有vitamin,calcium & glucosamine

很溫暖有沒有最重要是firm離我家好近~
so far不錯啦我也有用心在想一些設計
可是想到還有7weeks to go..有點..覺得..sien

啊还有一樣好重要的事情要說就是我當回健康寶寶啦!
昨天9.30pm就睡覺了! 現在10pm我也要去睡了

大家晚安世界很美好噢 :D

2011-05-25T11:10:00.005+08:00

我最近很容易精神緊張玻璃心很容易碎
雖然final presentation終於都過了
可是昨晚我竟然發惡夢夢見我第一天internship上班竟然睡遲到2pm都还沒去firm報到
唉
只能說我需要好好的松一松了好想去海邊可是又好怕晒黑
所以最好就是像香港drama晚上去海邊看星星吹海風
不過都只是個'想'字

假期目標 : 養好身體做個健康寶寶恢復容光煥發的容顏愛自己多一些不過找個人來滋潤一下也不錯D haha

2011-05-15T18:38:00.007+08:00

最近愛上烹飪節目的住家女明天要去interview internship position!!!
ah 直呼好緊張! 不懂要穿甚麼 :O

這整個禮拜將會是我人生中數一數二最緊繃的一星期
明天journal submission,還要interview 後天final exam大大後天last paper還有working drawings submission,
再來就到下星期一的studio final submission
過後..我就可以暫時解脫

不過如果明天interview dim了可能解脫后的隔一天我應該又要去工作了吧
至少生活會正常啊好期待哦我晚上可以9pm睡覺早上8am起身了耶 (因為isaac講那間firm不會讓我們回家OT的) :D

yeah充實的人生人生多麼美好
好像很正面有沒有 *其實我在自我催眠
其實我好想去bangkok shopping,去maldives夜泳,就哪裡都想去...總之人家就想去旅行嘛 (好taiwan有沒有)

好啦該啃書了還有明天interview非成功不可 yes!!

2011-05-11T19:09:00.001+08:00

2011-05-11T00:59:00.006+08:00

好像越快要解脱

我就越觉得空虚

不知道为什么好像一直被压力紧紧捆着

一直觉得还有什么急着要做

怕做不完

总觉得很多东西都没做完

我那颗脆弱的小心脏快爆炸了

刚刚还真揪了很多下是真痛eh!

一直处于精神紧绷的状态下

还是快点解脱好

p.s 我还是按耐不住去剪毛了

2011-05-02T22:00:00.009+08:00

请容许我用小学生作文最爱用的

'眨眼间已经是五月'了来作开场白

since我已经想不到有任何更适合的句子来形容我的赞叹

天啊有没有那么快?!

这个星期是我这个sem的final week了 well理所当然的我有堆山的assignments要赶

2-3 weeks later 我就可以呼吸了已经持续憋气很长一段时间了有没有

每天被逼关在两架电脑前拼死赶assignments 很久没有碰到酒肉池林整个dry掉去

刚刚才收到aunty ming在vietnam拍的照片

让我好羡慕我自己当时的轻松愉快还有悠闲

也让我很想念我的刘海之余学到了教训

喝醉的时候千万别让别人拍下你的醉样

这是哪来的勇气 o.o 是saigon beer作怪

或是我骨子里就是爱搞怪也是平常都没有什么形象可言 (难道因此所以那么dry?!haha!)

不过我觉得很真很我咯很喜欢下

p.s 想念我的fringe想到暴我要去剪了

2011-04-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

还是老歌好听而且还要是由歌神来演绎更棒

btw最近睡觉都频密的在作梦梦见了很多人

而且都很真实真实得有点可怕

機會

2011-04-14T14:38:00.008+08:00

大家都應該知道我昨天撞車了hor

第二次了耶同樣的錯我竟然犯了兩次! haih

事發當時我的身體整個在發抖連打電話向媽媽求救還在抖

emergency brake可是还是撞了上去我當時真的呆了

我永遠不會忘記那一幕整個人慌了不知道該怎麼辦

126又再次完完全全毀在我的手上前面的lorry还完好無缺和上回一模一樣

後來爸爸訓我說這次是我命大如果在我後面是輛大lorry 也來不及brake撞上來我就變sandwich被壓得死死連活的機會都可能沒了

媽媽还說如果丟了命就算了如果殘廢了毀容了卻死不了才恐怖

><嚇死我

haih真的太輕心了真是我的錯不專心沒耐心自以為是性急火暴吊兒郎當駕車的態度很糟很狼!!

上次撞過了一次我都还不醒真的覺得自己很蠢

看來真的要修身養性把自己燥熱的性格改改了再改不好就出家當尼姑吃素

after這一撞又頓悟了很多很多

像昨天我還在抱怨自己的生活可是現在卻想通了

沒有甚麼人是不經過磨練的okay 我不能連那麼一丁點的苦都吃不了

assignments沒有甚麼大不了應該想想克服後的快感

整天唉聲嘆氣都不知道在不滿甚麼那麼幸福卻不知福 hor~

我真的是個王八蛋

and then我深深相信這是老天給我的機會

就在我很消極很落寞的時候給我一驚

讓我有一個機會思考改變我對人生的態度

yer回想下都想揍自己之前整個人為甚麼可以那麼沒有動力?!

不行!woohoohoohoo now我好像找回了熱誠! To infinity and beyond!

最後已過來人的身份奉勸大家小心駕車駕車要落住十二分精神!

千萬別一心兩用不要急不要趕不要像jackie一樣不然後悔莫及

ps. 謝謝大家關心我沒事可是現在我急聘driver :D

久违了

2011-04-13T12:37:00.011+08:00

近排過得一低都唔好（cheh廣東話好難打）

well 最近真的很糟糕

沒有一天是睡得飽吃得好 assignments壓力一大堆整個人都變kiddie去 >emo

現在有時間就跑回家補眠

殊不知躺在床上閉著眼看到的全还是floor plans,section plans, ambience, perspectives

都还沒睡著就發惡夢了逼得我又得爬起來繼續想ideas 根本都沒在休息

時間沒了自由沒了健康也沒了精神沒了 beauty沒了魅力沒了 social life也沒了更別說談戀愛

一度真的要放棄了就為了追尋我想要的輕鬆自在

話是這麼說可是不就一點都不實際因為沒$$ -.- 難道跟父母討錢然後自己環遊世界去meh

而且現在不讀書以後吃穀種meh

不過我还是有在計畫到世界各地走走再說吧可能邊打工邊玩

反正到處都有朋友臉皮厚一點就不成問題

haih 人就是醬矛盾的咯

根本都不能心想甚麼就敢敢去做最後都還是得考慮後果

埋怨一大籮可是最後還是得回到現實做奴隸不埋怨又不舒服haha

我現在說了那麼多肺腑之言最後還是得趕出一疊drawings來

然後還要上課上到6pm 塞車塞1 hr才能回家

愚昧的說,

等世界末日大家就可以解脫了

2011-03-23T17:03:00.003+08:00

可能太久都沒有生病了身體也許熬壞了吧

又剛好捐了血沒多久大姨媽就來了所以營養不足體弱了就大病一場

手腳痛頭痛發燒感冒一直作嘔全身軟趴趴走路都沒力

一度还以為自己中denggi

看了醫生醫生說再不好轉就要再復診

好在我一連睡了好幾天體力恢復了

抗戰病魔我贏了!

終於

我又龍馬精神了!

可是studio有好多東西做 :(

啊頭又痛了

2011-03-18T23:11:00.008+08:00

好懷念♥~

有沒有人可以帶我去放風箏 :) 拜託~

范范和黑人終於要結婚了他們的愛情長跑了10年还可以結婚繼續經營

好感動有沒有~

而且歌也太好聽~太動人了

如果沒有明天

2011-03-17T22:21:00.001+08:00

其實我有想過

如果世界末日真的快到了（不管是否真實只是日本這次的災難讓我深思了）

那為甚麼我还要繼續被社會和現實苦苦折磨苦苦束腹

我會要停學我想用所有的錢做些我想做的事

我要趁這個世界还沒沈睡之前走遍每個角落看遍每個風景

我要嘗試所有我從來不敢去想的事物

我要和我的家人享受最後的路程

我要和我的朋友暢談長談

我要狠狠不顧一切的享受剩下的時光

可是萬一沒有末日錢完了課業沒有完成我想完蛋的人是我

人生很矛盾真的unpredictable

如果能預測就不叫人生了那叫劇本

為甚麼這個世界會病得那麼嚴重

怎麼辦? 我們該怎麼辦?

:'(

我會珍惜現在的每一分每一秒

對任何事物都不再顧慮太多喜歡就敢敢的去做!

我的第一包血

2011-03-17T12:09:00.007+08:00

因為外公進院輸了包血醫院要我們還一包回去給血庫

上星期六我半自告奮勇半被逼

捐了450ml的血

至此我就一直處於疲憊的狀態 == (沒用)

又剛好這禮拜開學==

我就從monday累到現在 :O

不過我捐的那包血可以抽出血小板甚麼血素 etc,

希望我的血能幫助到很多需要的人

以後精神好一些我會再去捐血助人

p.s 有的捐油的嗎? 有沒有人需要我的肥油?

:S

2011-03-12T19:59:00.006+08:00

I'm terrified. Are you?

What if next year is the doomsday?

What if the predictions are true?

Next year is supposed to be the start of my adult life

It shouldn't be the ending.

I have not enjoy enough,

I have not complete any of my wishes,

I have not tell those words in my mind.

Are we going to vanish forever?

Disappear in the universe, and never come back

;)

2011-03-11T14:30:00.004+08:00

要說我自戀我也不管了我也認了

因為這張我真的大愛♥

(一直以來照相我都非要左邊臉不可想不到右邊臉也上鏡樂翻 :D )

很尷尬到底剪或留

2011-03-06T21:22:00.008+08:00

aiyo看我的瀏海現在很尷尬不長不短

猶豫leh 到底該不該剪掉~~~~~?

看我現在已經又快變中分了, but我真的很enjoy把瀏海撥起來的那種感覺leh..haha

很瀟灑~weettt

可是如果沒有撥瀏海就會扁扁榻榻然後我頭髮又很厚很重整個就很怪

可是剪了又會變很幼齒有沒有

可是幼齒可以顯得很年輕長瀏海又可以很媚

媽媽妹妹都要我留neh 可是我又覺得很難打理所以想整頭剪

想剪到shoulder length 可是又想留到長長

想染頭髮可是又很喜歡現在這樣染了又要常常補染

很想做些改變就是了可是又怕怕

omg真的很煩!!

o.m.g :0

2011-03-06T21:00:00.014+08:00

今天友人share了個link給我

我整個是說不出話來的贊嘆哇eh怎麼可以差那麼多?!!

那些colour contact lens/放大片, 假睫毛, eyeliner eyeshadow真的也太強了吧!!

可以把一個素人變成靚模

太太太太驚人了也差差差太多了吧?!

我驚~

不過眼睛真的好重要~尤其是眉毛和睫毛

phewww幸好我不是走這種路線本人走淡妝, 瞳孔也算大的了 (感恩~)

不過蠻丟臉的回想從前, 我form4有段時期还真戴過那些colour con和假睫毛,

那時候小妹妹不懂事學黑澀會妹妹後來給媽媽罵了一頓就覺悟了

而且發現戴colour con會有後遺症從此謝絕!!!!

啊不過其實还蠻想變到像靚模那麼美~羨慕咯幾像洋娃娃幾cute

haha yer不過看了這個video...

就算不能像靚模有美到暴的臉我也不要有落差lor

真是善哉善哉感恩感恩~

2011-03-03T22:36:00.014+08:00

吃個carl's jr.的薯條都可以那麼開心.

我也太容易滿足了吧

瀏海長了該剪該留做個決定怎麼那麼難

真是剪不斷理还亂.

以後真的該找個我信任的男人來幫我做決定

女人也都太優柔寡斷

2011-03-02T22:44:00.006+08:00

29 more days to say bye :)

LESS THAN A MONTH! *wink*!

love.

2011-02-27T00:25:00.002+08:00

credits to mom's blogger friend, colin woon.

2011-02-24T22:40:00.005+08:00

is already end of February.

why time just flew away like this?

i'm afraid.

學問

2011-02-16T23:27:00.011+08:00

吵架乃是平常事可是只要將想表達的事情用另一個婉轉且溫柔的方式去表達而不是硬碰硬

就可以避免吵架發生了不是嗎

我不喜歡吵架我prefer溝通把事情好好的講清楚

雖然我也會emotionally控制不來亂發氣可是只要氣過了就好了

不要計較大方一些

事情不就簡單得多了嗎?

為甚麼總是要把事情想得那麼複雜那麼難以接受

為甚麼一定是要對方錯自己對

為甚麼不能承認自己的不對原諒對方的失誤

為甚麼就不能互相體諒互相諒解互相站在對方的立場去想

為甚麼要意氣用事為甚麼就不能把自我放下

為甚麼總是覺得別人責怪自己覺得別人抹殺自己之前所付出的或抹殺別人之前所付出的

為甚麼要磚牛角尖為甚麼不可以接受別人所給的分析

我知道說起來容易做起來難可是請冷靜下來慢慢消化想一想

其實吵架並不是一種學問

吵架笨透了

請用大腦過濾不該講的話

我是個聰明人因為我不會和別人吵架也不懂如何吵架

就算吵了一天都不到我都可以忘得一干二淨

何必要記住別人對你的不好只要記住他對你有多好

才是個幸福的人

難怪我人緣那麼好大家都那麼愛我 :)

我真是個惹人愛的孩子

Happy Valentine's

2011-02-13T18:40:00.001+08:00

credits to the photographer, chooi si chok.

2011-02-11T09:01:00.000+08:00

我是怎麼了

im so gonna

2011-01-29T22:32:00.010+08:00

put the works aside; and enjoy my CNY holiday :D!

我也去洗了牙不過頭髮沒剪 shopping了很多回

現在就等著吃cookies吃大餐喝酒喝shandy 拿紅包麻將鋤大D 過新年咯

賀新年祝新年新年哪年連年

恭喜發財紅包拿來身體健康幸福平安心想事成學業進步洋洋得意桃花桃花開

yeay! :D

2011-01-27T23:59:00.007+08:00

At last, I tried Murni Roti Hawaii. The Murni branch at Aman Suria.

The staff disappointed me. same goes to the Roti.

I was told a few times about how heavenly good of the food. (especially from my brother)

But me and mom waited for like an hour for the food. The servants are rude; the food, not to say is bad, but not as good as I expected.

Apparently it failed me, failed my mom.

'Expect nothing and accept everything and you will never be disappointed.'

-Laurence Overmire

and then because I'm having classes til 6pm, 3 days a week in this semester, I couldn't avoid the peak hour and HAVE TO get stuck in the bloody jams.

MALAYSIAN SHOULD STOP BUYING CARS!

damnitdamnitdamnit. i hate driving i hate driving.

Jams make me feel exhausting like I've trapped in a confined space.

p.s I need a 24/7 personal driver, anyone?

加油!selina :)

2011-01-21T17:30:00.004+08:00

有人問我說:你覺得女孩子在哪一個年齡的時候是最漂亮的

換作是以前我或許會回答18－23歲. 我曾經那麼覺得這個年齡層的女孩含苞代放的女人韻味會很吸引人

可是現在我確覺得說不管幾歲只要心地好有自信會讓人喜愛就會是最美的女人

還有一個勇敢和樂觀的女孩也會很漂亮

Selina, 加油!

獻上我最大的祝福 :)

1,2,3,4

2011-01-16T21:20:00.014+08:00

O.M.G still can't believe I'm a 20 now. and this year is gonna be the final year, semester 5 is going to start by tomorrow, fees haven't pay yet, haven't register elective subject, NOT READY for the class, don't know who's the lecturer, headache about the parking, worry for the traffic, excited to see some new faces and I don't know what to wear for tomorrow....

So just,

" There's only one thing to do .

Three words for me~

WISH ME LUCK "

* look look! the time = my birthday again ♥

ejae,chinggie! like i said, this is the the FATE :)

p.s Ohmygosh!! I just found that the time for this post was also 9.20pm!Know what that means?!Tomorrow must be my lucky day!

*wink*

Bone & Pot Steamboat Restaurant @ SS25, Petaling Jaya

2011-01-08T23:08:00.003+08:00

I find that we,malaysians love steamboat even though the weather is hot and humid.., don't we?(at least me and friends, we do). Went this Bone & Pot steamboat with classmates when Winnie's back from UK few days ago(suji's highly recommended). I was amazed by their Signature Pork Bone Broth, Shrimp Dumplings and Homemade Pork Balls! Then after that dinner, I'm like freaking excited for the next visit so I brainwashed my family,telling them about how great the food are, haha and so we went there tonight for dinner.yeay for me:D!

Just before Kelana Jaya Station (LDP-If you are coming from Kepong direction)

order list

the sause

dad and mom

sis and I

One great thing about having dinner with family : You can order anything you want :)

nom nom nom from left: dumplings, vege fish cake, chessy ball

wantan

fresh squid

homemade pork balls and tau fu bok

squid balls

the signature Pork Bone Broth with all the dishes we ordered!

the chessy ball

We had SATISFIED SMILEYS on our face for the dinner. Then we went to 中國風 where nearby the steamboat restaurant after that. Bought a pair of Tanglung and some fake peach blossom. dong dong long dong qiang~so looking forward to Chinese New Year! Especially for the angpaus :D

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Restaurant Steamboat Bone & Pot

No. 7, Jalan SS25/12

47301 Petaling Jaya

GPS Coordinates : N3 06.823 E101 36.126

Business Hours : Mon to Sun & Public Holidays (5pm to 1am)

Chilli Party Hour L Mon to Sun & Public Holidays ( 12pm to 3pm)

Tel L 03-7880-5511

2011-01-06T16:05:00.009+08:00

老娘蓄勢待發重出江湖 :D !!!

來來來朵朵來好好地來

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2010-12-25T12:00:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

i love my Mini and Cooper

2010-12-22T23:55:00.016+08:00

in case you don't know, Mini is able to climb stairs now! I was once hopeless at Mini learning the stairs climbing based on his teacup body size vs the height of the riser; i just think he couldn't reach the other tread. He gave us the helpless look whenever we try to train him.

hmm somehow Mini no longer the 'tissue box' size. 3 meals in a day, and he got taller. So it's much easier for mom to train him, and easier for Mini 'jump' to another tread. Mom trained him by using the treats as inducements, of course, haha Mini is already now my personal alarm clock. Well, which is not really a good thing.

He wakes me up every morning in 7 right after his kennel is opened. Sweet right, i know. Then he will greets me morning in a super duper hyper mood beside my bed, but after I sayang him back, I will straight jump into bed and continue my dream again. Hello wake up in 7am? No way. Around 9am, Mini will climb up the stairs, come to my room again, jumping non stop until I AWAKE.

Cooper, just like a baby. Easy to get jealous, then revenge to get attentions. Like, messed my mom's garden, pee everywhere, knock the door, ignore us.

But he is loyal. He loves us. Sometime I just feel guilty when I accidentally neglected him.

His eyes show his sadness, and make me feel like sayang him more and more.

He is huge, muscular and a bit gila. So HE IS NOT ALLOWED TO DO THE STAIRS CLIMBING TRAINING. if not, Chai's family will get in a serious trouble. Til now, I will still always think of my little tiny cute Cooper when he was in 6weeks, when he just joined the chai's. And now he's the big boy. Tomorrow is his 1 year old birthday! We were thinking to throw a birthday cake on his face. And let him to lick the cream. Good idea?

awww they are my sweethearts. I want to get them xmas costumes! haha Christmas is on saturday! Any party? Costume? Liquor?! haha I wonder why friends in my age don't like to organize party?well, neither I. unlike my sis and her friends.

Come on! We are still young!

my supper

2010-12-17T11:47:00.008+08:00

have you ever heard of people having crab for supper? Yeah I know it sounds crazy. But I had this imported hairy crab for supper few days ago. Slurpppp. is like the best supper ever muahh!

fist-size big

currently

2010-12-11T10:46:00.011+08:00

having hypersomnia and bad flu since I got back yesterday.will update about my HoChiMinh trip once i get fully rested.

p.s: Next, I want movie marathon and hang outs!

(arh i haven't watch any movie yet!)

2010-12-05T18:45:00.006+08:00

done my packing, hurray!

Vietnam, chào bạn :)

well, my concern is, I don't understand vietnamese.

HOW TO BARGAIN then?! :P

I will enjoy my trip, peeps

SEE YEAHHHHHH , with some souvenir back, maybe.

LOL I only know chào bạn which means HELLO.

but how to say HOW MUCH and TOO EXPENSIVE?!!

ngekngekngek

2010-12-02T00:12:00.003+08:00

这两天完全是在昏睡的状态

睡了又睡醒了又睡

也太爽啦我现在super有精神!

刚刚晚餐去吃了大餐替舅舅和舅妈饯行 :D

接着下星期去越南! yeahhhhh

回来继续shopping~继续蒲~

然后celebrate xmas & new year! then byebye 2010

又要老一岁了 TT

yeahh!! holiday mood start!

我不做internship了啦！

2010-11-23T13:30:00.013+08:00

cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait

cepat cepat cepat cepat dah tak boleh tunggu

快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快快放假

我不只闻到放假的气息了！我已经看到放假时的我了!

我是多么的容光焕发笑容满面

每天睡到日上三竿爽爽就shopping看电影爽爽就plan trip

精神气爽脾气温和思绪清晰敢作敢为勇于尝试明艳动人 hahaha我神经病

awwww xmas要到了我已经等不及了

要去vietnam要去taiwan

要去cameron要去海边

要去skybar 要去吃好吃的

要去好多好多地方有好多好多事要做

也太棒了!

不过我现在该去啃完最后一叠notes了!

OHHHH YEAAAHHHHHHH

last paper!

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

前天我在房间赶project赶到我快虚脱了

去kitchen喝水看到妹妹在客厅玩wii

一时冲动+激动骂了很大声一句: 'wtf!'

haha结果...爸爸听到了骂我: '你刚刚骂what the什么?做么／几时变酱粗的?!'

对不起

我不是故意的 :( 只是上了college assignments教坏了我 :(

hhhhhhhhh!

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

OMG!!刚刚才知道可能4个月假期会变回1个月

&!@^&*#@^!(#(*

=.= 什么烂学校

没有长蘑菇

2010-11-13T17:16:00.012+08:00

王雨晴我的blog没有长蘑菇!

arh finally sem 4 finalweek过了!

现在是studyleave 就等finals和剩下的assignments了全部赶完后我就解脱了!

不知道是不是4个月的长假已经在和我招手了最近好懒

每天都在想要去这里玩那里玩

can't wait!!!! 我要慢慢plan了!

哥哥每天都有好几个outings 每天出去找朋友yamcha

害我眼红得不得了!

太太太过分了

hng!如果4个月假期我不好好休息和玩

我名字倒反来念

p.s 巾幗梟雄之義海豪情超好看!

and

definitely want to watch!!!

*the movie I last watched in cinema was "Grown Ups"! :'(

damnit. 2months ago. Harry Potter! I will not let myself miss it this time!

2010-11-06T23:59:00.026+08:00

看了max的一篇感想搞得我也有很多thoughts涌上脑袋

突然发现18岁后日子竟然没有想像中的多姿多彩

本来以为可以享受年轻人该有的生活常常参与一些有的没的events

天天出去yamcha 去party 看电影唱k

结果并没有.

反而越来越庸懒懒得出门就是很懒

so少了很多的可以social的outings 少了很多可以谈笑风生的机会

就算有机会也是懒

忙起来的时候根本是把自己和外面的世界划清界限

超down超偏激脾气起伏好像roller coaster 时癫时静人憎鬼厌 (其实比较像zombie)

我嫉妒幸福甜蜜快乐的人!

其实就算我不怎么忙了有了那么少许的时间我也懒得出门只想呆在家软软的床

怎么办我的作风好像有点太过于...uncle

我才19...耶

哎哟米有啦

其实我的内心有那么一团野火是想要出去的可是最后还就是灭了

天啊拜托我要出去我要出去我要玩我要玩我不要变成宅女我不要变宅女 (念力 kkk)

明天就出去!

再来就是身体状况整个就是差

一晒到太阳就中暑然后头痛

根本就是zombie见光就死

睡眠不足三餐不定时间就别提了

这一年过得真得很糟耶

grades退步了超多事情都不顺心 (家庭除外)

挫折感很频繁常常想跑到海边去大喊想去旅游散心

p.s. 家永远是最爱你的最温暖了

幸好朋友都有在保持联络只是我真的没有那个习惯去打电话给别人

都要朋友打来约所以每次让我觉得很不好意思 especially to jia yin :)sorry

哈哈我每次都让她失望

ah! 昨天susu从india打电话给我! 超兴奋的

可是讲没两句我就得挂了 :'(

怎么办呢好想我的生活中可以多一些惊喜

不要那么乏闷

anyway快year end了快semester break了快internship了

完全是迫不及待我要扭转我的19!

明年就20了 :O

no longer小孩子了转老人

simplerandomupdate

2010-10-22T16:11:00.013+08:00

Helped my sister to memorize all the moral definitions for her moral paper.She’s the one helping me last time. Kepercayaan kepada Tuhan…Aha!
Mini lost his tooth today. They are so tiny whitey. I wanted to keep them at first, but mom threw away.
20.10.2010 I was struggling with 3dsmax project. And did it til 21.10.10 4am. It was a real nightmare. The first time ever I stayed up so late for assignment (2010.2010 ==). Plus, I almost missed the deadlines.holyshit.Luckily Ms.Connie’s way too kind to the students. LOVE HER ALWAYS.
Been drinking 2000cc water per day, absorb some vitamin C and protein these days. seriously I need a healthier life from now on.
The haze has blown over from forest fire in Sumatra to Singland. Take good care, peeps!
Assignments never end. Still in stacks, and killing me.
My brain’s stuck. I can’t figure out what my lecturer required. NEED HELP for the design concept.
I miss those days when I sleep at 10pm and woke up at 10am. Those,wonderful life.
It’s been like a CENTURY since I paid my visit to cinema, red box, fine cuisine and shopping mall. Arh I don’t dare to recall when was the last time I enjoyed movie in the cubic space with freaking cold air-cond, red fabric seats, popcorn, and largecupsize of icelemontea.
I love guai龟-ling苓-gou膏. XD. Old people’s love. Is it weird for a teenage?
Awwh hope my-19^th will turn better in the end of year. If not it will be the worst year cause it’s terribly shit.
Brother lost a lot of weights. He’s soon back to the LENGZAI’s version Richie, not the Uncle’s version anymore :D
He promised he’ll treat the family to BALI! damn looking forward to it! I was real envy him when I saw all his work trip pictures in Bali that he uploaded, during my stressed out period.
Chinggie, I want a retail therapy too.
OH! Cooper’s face as chubby as mine already. SHO CUTEEE I tell you. So adorable. Hahahahaha. :D
Things I need,

-a designer-look spectacle, a wide bold black one will do. Just to cover my pale face to class. ==
-new haircut. wavy perm or not?
-swimswimSWIM

-go to some freaking cold place, then have hot beverages or steamboat.

-gossip chat talk with my jimuis.

----THE END----

2010-10-13T22:32:00.003+08:00

gosh.he sings very well.

yeay :D

2010-10-09T21:17:00.012+08:00

after seeing the reply from fanghan@japan lol

realize that I have been emoing these days and all of my blogpost is very depressing!

haha and finally now I can stop being emo! wooyeah

after some shopping and great dinner with my sis. :D

damn happy now

CAUSEIGOTTHIS!

super cute case for my bb

♥ HELLOKITTY :D

girls just couldn't resist to Hello Kitty stuff

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some pictures to share:

I thought of Cooper! poor thing :(

I THINK iphone4 white is very pretty.

or actually I just love gadgets in white.

haha oh my princesses. how silly :P

and cute Domo.he looks tired here.

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oh and a gift from someone I care for.

ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT

nice weekend.
i love weekend.

:(

2010-10-04T21:11:00.002+08:00

I am so sick of my life.

someone save me from it pleaseeee

2010-09-30T14:24:00.005+08:00

I want to go to the beach.

watch the sunrise,sunset

and smell the sea wind...

p.s: life is unpredictable. appreciate each precious moment and experience, and the ones you love.

can you stand the cuteness?

2010-09-28T19:32:00.012+08:00

I can!and totally loving it!

I'm gonna die!

pictures taken by me :) while waiting my grandpa outside the clinic. *I grabbed Mini along.

yes i actually GRAB him ALONG.

Fire in belly

2010-09-26T19:39:00.001+08:00

craving ♥

right now

2010-09-20T23:47:00.006+08:00

今年的生日是意想不到的快乐

我之前一直认定自己今年的生日一定不会快乐

因为没有时间可以为自己庆祝

可是原来平平淡淡也可以很幸福

因为我所爱的人,都很爱我所以我真的很快乐

谢谢大家的祝福真的真的让我很开心

虽然只是简单的一句可是我知道心意很可贵的啦

就连不常联络的朋友都还记得我的生日愧疚起来又超感动

趁今天还没完~我得把愿许一下～

**** :D

:(

2010-09-17T21:55:00.014+08:00

老天爷一定是觉得我拥有太多的幸福了

所以他不要让我在最后一年bokbokcui的生日前后有幸福的好日子过耶

这个星期我都快忙晕了饿惯了累垮了闷疯了

今年的生日和我的农历生日是同一天eh!多么的难得!

再下一次可以碰到同一天就是19年后了耶

所以说我真的是lucky jackie.去年是超美的20.09.2009. 今年是农历生日和生日同一天!

然后每隔19年又相遇一次. 我是幸运宝宝 :D

so,

现在只能边赶projects边盼明天后可以放纵的玩几天呗!

2010-09-16T20:18:00.002+08:00

today's mood: like my toes ;) *winks*

很糖果

2010-09-15T08:10:00.004+08:00

if there's a possibility, i really want a laid back life. can just take everything in stride and nothing phases me.

yea, then assignments, works, annoyances wouldn't bother me at all. so i can go backpacking!

after all, I need to survive when backpacking.

after all, I need money.

after all, don't ever desire to have a laid back life.

I SHOULD JUST GET BACK TO THE REALITY- TO COMPLETE MY TASKS.

pffffttt another foodless and sleepless week. totally废寝忘食.hell yea.

ID Student ROCKS! haha phew~

Shanghai逍遥游

2010-09-08T18:32:00.010+08:00

去年和妹妹去上海是冬天这次全家人一起去是九月秋夏呗
天气还算是热可是呢不至于热到中暑而且还有下几滴雨
只是太阳一直维持在很猛的状态射到皮肤还刺刺的呢说真的malaysia都没有那么热
我还是prefer别的国家是秋冬天的时候去旅行虽然冷冷的可是好清新好舒爽
不像夏天会把人搞得粘腻腻的

这次也是我第一次坐半夜的飞机 KLIA人好少完全不用排队
可是半夜机好累~睡不好,不好睡不过省了很多时间就是了
世博么..quote爸爸之前说的："没去世博去会后悔,去了世博会更后悔"
可是我对"去了世博会更后悔"的看法有不同的定义耶
1.除了阿联酋馆,我去的其他馆都很冷门懒得排队看热门馆　所以后悔
2.由于完全没有想过要浪费2－５个小时去排队, 所以我其他热门馆一个都没看到

就是后悔没看到热门馆　

well,反正我这次去世博最想看的是中国馆没看到没关系　反正中国馆会永久保留
so yeay!反正因为爸爸的关系,我能去上海的机会很多　
中国馆，等我来吧你

这次family trip 就是吃吃喝喝走走看看随性的呢！
去了新天地，二度游了黄浦江, 南京路步行街,人民广场，豫园
第一天晚上还meet了多年不见的大舅舅一家人一起dinner吃鸭王

啊有一餐dinner 爸爸的friend请我们到上海超出名超棒的餐厅-福1088
吃超好吃的道地上海菜天啊好好吃超满足! 十几道菜样样精致美味想必是不便宜的一餐
令人难忘

shanghai pudong airport

上海最好吃的蛋塔!

看哥哥满足的呢

叫我backpacker yeah :D

mommy和她老哥@鸭王

新天地

太帅了!酷毙了!

好想买回家但是我不会玩

早晨的shanghai city

中国馆也入镜, 这叫超高的自拍技术 xD 虽然人是丑的

入园区前人山人海@

唯一最引以为傲的 united arab emirates pavilion. Lol

korea pavilion

韩国馆里的韩国啤

expo里竟然有出租老人天啊

matchaholic 来到上海也要绿茶冰沙一下~

好解热

还有解暑青岛啤

脸好尖＠捷运

人民广场　这张照片看久了有点鬼异

助人为快乐之本 yeah!

南京路步行街

豫园

海宝＠豫园

老戏院,夜上海

游黄浦江看夜上海

wooh! so,我现在已经很熟上海了
下次有要组团去上海玩找我当导游吧! haha

:P

2010-09-01T16:11:00.005+08:00

上海小笼包我又要来吃你了~ Oh yeah! :P

etc.

2010-08-26T20:24:00.004+08:00

It's been like 2 weeks, I don't have my mac with me.
I was told that it gonna takes few weeks more when I called the store last time.
Uhh it's like so much troubles when you need a lappie for college assignments.
so frustrating! should give another call to them by tomorrow.

well, so it's the end of this bloody week. Tmrw is em' Nuzul Al-Quran.nah one of the Malaysia's public holiday.
yeah..so say 'yeaaa...heyhhh...'
I almost drown in the Assignments-Flood. was completely sleepless, foodless, moneyless and moodless.
In this coming weekend til the National day, I'm going to charge my internal battery to fully charged mode, for my family trip to SHANGHAI! Goddamn Im so looking forward for it.
I really love spending time with my family on traveling. It's like so much laughter and warmness when we are all together.
And another one thing, I like to take plane and stay in the airport. haha weird huh?
but since im going shanghai before the raya holiday, I have to skip 2 days classes, including 1 exam.
luckily I can still retake the exam, but for the lecture..it gonna be my lost.how sad.

Okay.SO WHO WANTS 吸油面纸 for souvenir? HAHA!

时间在飞

2010-08-21T00:15:00.004+08:00

飞呀飞他飞得真快
哥哥都22岁生日了生日快乐啊gor :D! 明天就是妈妈生日
再一个月后就轮到我了天啊还是不敢相信我就要跟我bokbokcui的18岁说再见了
岁月不留人 omg

现在天天8am上课就连friday都有课了
assignments啊assignments啊赶来赶去都敢不完不过so far生活哟充实的咧
weekend都还要埋头苦干
hmm下个星期忙完下下个星期就去上海:) 可是得skip一天的课有点担心
aiyo下下个星期ah mo要飞canada,ah su要飞india,mai xiu也飞回shanghai
oh 依依不舍舍不得~

好了夜深人静事与愿违我快疯了

updates

2010-08-05T23:07:00.007+08:00

Lakeside campus.

captured it early in the morning.

This is how my fellow architecture classmates fill the fuel.

lazy architects :P

I feel like I will soon becoming an interior designer this semester! yeay like finally! *winks*

1st week of sem 4, and I got my assignments. Oh! say bye to lovely meaningless days.

Back from bro's convocation

2010-08-01T07:52:00.011+08:00

这次从sg回来,我,又多了一位偶像!

我哥哥真的不简单. 在那么简陋的居住环境下竟然能坦然的对我们说:算好了lor

才22岁的人,就那么懂事,自力更生, 偶像啊偶像!

这次去看了哥哥在sg的房间对我和妹妹来说那简直是地狱家里根本就是天堂嘛

可是他却没有埋怨, 换成是我和妹妹,每天肯定躲在枕头里哭,早就跑回malaysia做我们的千金(好不懂事的感觉)

幸好现在哥哥因为工作的关系所以每隔一个星期可以回来家里住1-2weeks

可以吃妈妈煮的饭,喝爸爸泡的茶, 还有大大张的床, 舒舒服服干干净净的家

我的家又温暖又温馨又幸福我们爱死了

看着哥哥大学毕业, 让我突然也好想穿上毕业袍,丢毕业帽

可是我又不想那么快长大 T_T~

这次去sg哪也没去只去了哥哥的毕业典礼

因为我大病咳得不轻所以没有去到universal studio 真对不起我妹

hmm有吃了烧饼油条 (没有taiwan的好吃～少失望)

下次去一定要带着健康得身躯漂亮的脸蛋

p.s:看来我应该像哥哥一样懂事了不要再做温室里的小花了

2010-07-27T19:32:00.010+08:00

ill week.ruined my final week of holiday. got sore throat. and also sick to those ungrateful persons.

really thankful because having good n close relationship with my siblings.

♥

2010-07-26T12:27:00.000+08:00

woo! gonna start my sem 4 next week.

time table's out. ermm quite okay with it. nothing big changes.

and yeah!! no class on Friday for interior design student! Buahaha!

panic

2010-07-22T19:51:00.004+08:00

Usually, Cooper has to wear his harness whenever I walk him. But, it's already spoilt few days ago(because Cooper bit it like how he treats his baby bear). So yeap, I haven't walk him for couple days already. But just now, seeing on his good behavior these days, also,the trust between us, I decided to walk him just with his collar and lead.

he was so calm and obedient. you never knew how satisfied and proud I was! He's becoming so mature and hey look he's 7 months puppy already! Yeah the truth is my thought didn't last long. Til the 2 Labradors(male & female) came to us, my thought, fragmented. I was so wrong. COOPER GOT REALLY HYPER! like never seen his buddies for years. He couldn't control himself. me,neither! I faster pulled him with the lead. And he choked! After few times, I was so nervous! I might pulling him too hard. scare die die ! might hurt dear Cooper wei! So I faster asked the girls and their mom bring the 2 labs back. and I sit on Cooper, don't let him move or RUN, til the 2 labs have left my sight.

After that, I wanted to take Cooper home. But he doesn't want to move. No matter how softly I talked to him, he just sitting on the same spot. No matter how hard I try to distract him, he just doesn't move. Damn, was so blank. called my maid, asked her to come and help. Finally, Cooper willing to go. And when we reached home, I shouted at Cooper.

"I WOULD NEVER WANT TO WALK YOU ANYMORE!" (okay maybe I will if he's with the harness)

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRHH...!!! &^#!*~@^~*!&&*(*!@&#(*^!(*@\

p.s: grandpa is in ICU :(

=w=

2010-07-21T20:24:00.005+08:00

hibernating.

like a snake.pssssssssss.

New toy

2010-07-04T17:00:00.001+08:00

Mini

new family member ♥

My toy

2010-07-01T17:35:00.010+08:00

paiseh for my cincai house wear

I've done my best to force him! omg is so tiring when taking pictures with him :O . But I love to kacauuuuu my Cooper! Cause whenever I stare at his eyes, he paiseh. and then he will turn his head to the left or right. When I walk away from him, he turn and look for me.

hahaha he's just so cuteeeeee!!!!(feel like hugging him tightly again)

haha I was forcing him with my evil smile. seriously he was already impatient.

haha..!!I love this picture! he looks so helpless

"Cooper ar cooper~~~~

don't be scare, come~jiejie sayang harr"

离开我，你一定会好一些

2010-06-25T15:30:00.008+08:00

haha那天见到我妈话还没问出口就溜回房了

心想:也许我们家的人 baby fat都不消的 kkkkkk(窃笑)

我的baby fat你赶快消失人间beh 好向往照相可以不用再找角度的岁月 T.T呜～

跟了我快19年! 天呀

怎么乍看觉得我有点像蜡笔小新

p.s.好宅的look

susu 我们要加油了

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

一起摆脱肉包脸 :D yeah!

My Top 10 Dog Breeds

2010-06-21T21:49:00.006+08:00

since I've Cooper in my family,I became totally.a dog lover. I just can't hold my excite when dogs are around me.I want to touch them,sayang them and even talk to them.They are just so innocent, friendly and playful..OMG they are just CUTE! I want to have dogs,puppies in my big yard, in my later life! so yes, my spouse definitely has to love dogs too!!!

Okay, here's my top 10. (not following the rating)

Top 1, Samoyed

see samoyed's face!! how can you stand his cuteness?my gosh

Top 2, Golden Retriever

Did I mention before? I love golden so muchh

Top 3, ChowChow

Chow Chow! but they have blue-black/purple tongue :( like kena poision

Top 4, West Highland White Terrier

Cutie

Top 5, Rottweiler

Just like Cooper. A handsome

Top 6, Old English Sheepdog

Can you see me? Can I hug you tight?

Top 7, Akita

Remember the movie Hachiko? The dog is Akita Inu :) Lovely dog.

Top 8, Maltese

Don't you want a maltese too?

Top 9, Pomeranian

cute cute cute :D

Top 10, Toy Poodle

how cuteeeee :)

Aiyaya can I have all of them?

Dogs are man's best friend ;) *winks

FIFA World Cup

2010-06-19T11:04:00.010+08:00

话说我本来对看football match,basketball match...etc

是完完全全leh,没有一点点的热诚

就和很多女孩子一样,觉得那就是一大班男人在抢着一粒球,就是很无聊

第一次觉得看球赛还蛮有趣应该是几年前吧我看我哥在电视机前喊到很激动

所以就坐在旁边想要感受一下那种刺激感

那时应该是NBA 哥哥support的是LAKERS 所以跟着他看看

哇结果其实还蛮好看的而且真的会很紧张

而且他们真的是很会打所以很精彩

所以那时候起就比较喜欢篮球,对足球leh就还是麻麻地

结果今年world cup,本来每晚我要看astro on demand

可是现在家里唯一血气方刚的男人,我爸,(哥哥在spore)对足球又就是那种很有热诚的典型男人.

所以我们这些爱看港剧每天霸着电视晚上不让他看新闻的小女人,最近只好暂时让个电视出来

让他好好的看球赛没有港剧看那我们也只好就跟着陪爸爸看球

一开始我承认我看球是为了gap lengzai, 因为没有lengzai看,看来就没有意思ar haha!

结果陪看了一场我就喜欢上看球了

想不到goal的时候我真的是会从sofa上跳起来然后很兴奋喊大大声:YEAH!!!

不过喊完过后会吓到自己竟然会那么投入haha :D

其实要带球真不容易我每天下午和cooper踢球我都踢到歪歪

所以觉得Messi真的很强

oh那天Argentina vs Korea那场对我来说很精彩

因为Argentina 9号 Higuain很帅~~ hhhhhhhh....

不是啦, 是开始Argentina就进了一粒,虽然是乌龙球来的

后来三粒都是Higuain进的耶!好棒~haha 的确Messi是帮了不少忙,他踢得很棒带球带得超好!

Higuain

Messi

昨天germany那场leh就真的看到我很激动, 他们怎么会传球传得那么差呢?

完全没有士气, 被发了一张红牌后就完蛋了

天neh,我还以为germany会追上然后赢的,结果..失望

heehee我竟然讲起球经来了

我不至于疯足球热疯到半夜2.30am要爬起来看la

我只看7.30pm/10.00pm的..我还不想变熊猫呢！

找一年真的要去现场看！感受一下那种快感! wooh!

otaku.Me 囧!

2010-06-09T17:32:00.015+08:00

hah! so finally i'm here to update my blog

lalalala

I'm having a so otaku lifestyle

urh.luckily I'm so not that into anime/manga series,

if not I will become a VERY REAL 21st century otaku girl. o.O!!!

currently I just stay at home,

watching dramas,movies,facebooking,and the sims 3...

til I get bored of them.

well, I shouldn't be complaining!

I pray so hard for this meaningless life to come

when I was suffering on those bloody projects

haha.actually,I had a lot of outings on last week.

but maybe this week is getting so quiet! hmmm maybe everyone's getting lazy to hang out like me?

:D!

Nvrm.just be one week of otaku girl :) hee I think I'm okay with it.

and hey look at my T.Susu, it's you! a milk bottle :D haha

okay lelemon.

oh yeayeayea! I have some pictures to share!

(yesterday ejae texted me, so tht reminds me something about yoga.)

Aha! guess who rocks this! is meeeeeee :)

ngekngek :P

2010-05-30T15:16:00.006+08:00

yeeeeha!

is time,to have fun

:)

2010-05-22T11:24:00.009+08:00

Too good to say, I have enough sleep ♥

Never love my life this much before.

Sleep early and wake up early on every single day :)

2 oranges for breakfast ♥

Yeah! I'm back to the normal routine

I'm a healthy baby now:)

wish it will last long.

Study Leave

2010-05-13T11:35:00.005+08:00

err study leave根本就是拿来给我补眠补mood补心灵来的哦还有勤update我的blog来着*

其实hor我也不知道一直一来我在ngamngamchamcham些什么

整天都突然唉声叹气, 一下嚷着心很烦一下嚷着很累

然后就给你们shoot :"你又烦什么哦?" "你又什么累哦?" "又什么事.."

哈哈其实你们说得没错啦就连我自己也不是很清楚我一直乱嚷个什么

就是san出来爽不可以是吗?

我就很想要可以再过一些很颓废得日子啊好期待~sembreak快来了♥

每天可以早睡迟起起来就看看电视敷个mask喝杯orange juice在家宅个几天下爽就去shopping

最好能去旅行散心getaway

总之我就是个懒猪很懒非常懒

目前现在这个阶段这种宅女生活很适合我我只想堕落个几天

好羡慕momo哦~

haha 做人好矛盾 :D

爸爸妈妈,我放假要去旅行！

Image of the sky

2010-05-12T12:17:00.009+08:00

Salar de Uyuni, Bolivia; the world's largest salt flat.

世界第一大天然鹽湖，因為平坦所以好似镜子反射光線，成為天然之鏡. 藍天在一大片鹽湖下映出完全對稱的畫面，尢如飄浮在半空之中

好喜欢蓝天白云还有平静的海是因为看着一望无际的天空和海连成一线那是一种感触和幸福

直到刚刚才发现原来这世界上还有着这更美妙的一个角落

这片盐湖成了蓝天的倒影走在盐湖上就像是在云端上

如果躺在正中央应该会有超越一切的幸福吧

多么希望真的有一天如果可以像那些无拘无束完全为自己而活的人一样

到世界各个角落去把每一幕值得珍惜和感动的都拍下来或是留在心里

那会是超激动的满足吧? 好棒的期望哦

我一定要趁年轻的时候赚多多钱然后一次过抛开一切

环游世界！

Hachiko: A Dog’s Story

2010-04-18T14:00:00.013+08:00

This movie is actually an American adaption of a Japanese tale about a loyal dog named Hachiko.Based on a true story from Japan, Hachiko: A Dog's Tale is a moving film about loyalty and the rare, invincible bonds that occasionally form almost instantaneously in the most unlikely places.

The real Hachiko was born in Odate Japan in 1923. When his master, Dr.Eisaburo Ueno, a professor at the Tokyo University, died in May, 1925, Hachi returned to the Shibuya train station the next day, and for the next day, and for the next nine years, to wait. Hachiko died in March, 1935.

I don't want to talk any more about the plot here.

This movie is such a real tear-jerker.Just make sure you prepare a box of tissue before you watch it. Trust me. I cried my eyes out and sobbed like a baby when watching this DVD.

It is a heartwarming plot of loyalty, about how dogs and people are simply just more than friends, about how the love of dog for his/her master/owner never fades away even after he/she expires. You will realize how faithful dogs are and why the term and adjective ‘faithful’ is appropriate for them.

“A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself.” – Josh Billings (American Humorist , 1818-1885)

The movie trailer

One of the best movies ever.

must watch.

Cheers!

2010-04-16T23:49:00.014+08:00

for 3 things,

1st,

Done with the building construction 2 project. from what i heard, the grade we got, an A. :D

the model looks exactly like the actual building. :) except the verticality of the structure part.

yeay, Cheer for it!

2nd,

YESH!! the group of winnie,joshua,bingcher and me is one of the top 5 winning groups in the 1st stage of the booth competition!! OMG!! CHEER FOR IT LOUDLY!!! hahaha I'm so proud of us!!

we must win in the stage 2 also ya!! go go go!!!

our idea for the booth design based theme: Onomatopoeia.

3rd,

I'm having my shifting-break now, which is a whole week break for the moving to lakeside campus. that's means,I'm gonna have my class at Taylor's lakeside start from 26th. Bye LCS!

so, finally I can have my beauty sleep!

Cheer for it!!!!

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haha and yoohoo~was helping my mom to bake the breads for grandpa and grandma today.

feel real good when you get the chance to add whatever ingredients you like on the dough..

Omg..and it actually taste good! home made breads are healthier!

hohoho..I learnt something new again!

cheer for it also? hee =)

mary had a little lamb

2010-04-12T22:38:00.005+08:00

Spent my last weekend in college studio with classmates

and going, to spend another few days more(til thursday) to finish up the model.

hell ya, I'm so looking forward to next week breaks.

I really need a good night sleep.(all of us actually, the architecture and interior students)

and go on a shopping spree!

damn* the money I spent on the materials for models has already exceed than the one I spent on shopping in this bloody month

yeay I know I'm lacked of updates. please do understand it. I'm LACK OF TIME!!!

鬼压床?

2010-04-02T16:33:00.004+08:00

话说今天不用上课去

我就从12am睡到早上9am, 再从10am睡到1pm

我知道这样说好像很过分可是真的很爽

HAHA :)

hmm..故事就从这开始

在我1pm醒来之前我终于感受到俗称的“鬼压床”

可是不是有“阿飘”在压我只是我可以feel到那种类似的感觉..

蛮恐怖而且...很辛苦 like透不过气我不懂要怎么形容

emm..is like我躺在床上我觉得我的头和颈部已经向上倾了可是身体怎样就是起不来

然后以为我的眼睛是睁开了可是并没有

我听到有电话有msg的声音 so我很努力的想爬起来看却爬不起来

最后我好像在对自己说 :快点起来！快点起来

then我一翻身 hehe我就真的起来了可是醒了后很迷糊而且醒来过后那几分钟感觉更辛苦 T.T

yerrr 我不喜欢这样好没有安全感感觉很虚

怕...怕怕... :(

拜托..

我想睡得安稳我要睡得很甜

:O

2010-03-28T14:30:00.011+08:00

MAMMA MIA!

()!@#(!@&&(!*_)#!!(@&#!@*@$!@&#(!!

why I always feel like vomiting whenever doing research for the essays?

Ewwhhh :(

Feeling sick now.